《皇后大道的听众》(结局)(1 / 2)

见风听风 猛二哥 14392 字 3天前

七月一号,钟显声作为警队一员,出席交接仪式。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>cbw59rsk8o1uxegkcvy2wxonqjsf7ef0jthgyda6</blockquote>

旗帜交换,一个时代落下,一个时代开启。查尔斯王子在大雨倾盆的天气辞别本港,盛大烟花谢幕,又回到日复一日的平静生活。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qisdbfr2vxzta93cukeemscmpy0ogbrn1fwlo4kw</blockquote>

钟显声仍然像个机械表,有规律地、不停息地转动。他还是过去的钟显声,看到犯罪无动于衷,对受害人也没半点同理心,他只是麻木地生活,在街边遇到被虐待的流浪猫,他也只是冷漠的走过。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>iw89lvdm0eapmxiuozjfkhcgt4k2bq6zaywb3s</blockquote>

总署应酬多过从前,有次他和何sir在饭局见面,何sir问他:“总署如何?是不是有很浓的官僚主义?”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wsxegwq0dhuniikzj3sa5nczkyovoffaprhx1ur4</blockquote>

“也许。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>a1o76sgjvnc9bqqlxd30vezfds54zupryhkkeumc</blockquote>

钟显声感知不到。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>38v4ry0lnmaictxwhjxrf51imszevn2gqqleu9ty</blockquote>

他一直是个绝对理性,绝对克制的人,不论在什么样的环境下,他都可以很好适应。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eoac0nm7unvrbpajqmd6gvzi1zlhsptyloy3ejtk</blockquote>

因为他从不用融入。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bnrknolmeabewydgid0cf2yqf1g9sj8x3co7iztr</blockquote>

何sir说:“o记现在就好难,贼都被你抓光。果然,黑社会一失业,我们这些差佬也要失业。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>apcvowjnxf5ubx3d1i9tabksehfmcp0dqzluzynk</blockquote>

钟显声说:“不要气馁,以后路还长。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>n8hwuevxp7lsoaxqqiigr2smen5jfkfoy1hwkbcv</blockquote>

雨在窗外寄寂地落下,霓虹灯被晕染开。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>efiuhshzts6fqp8jjvan923yedqrlutdmxy0gaxc</blockquote>

何sir递烟给钟显声,“你身上看不到半点年轻人的样子。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ywwbodgebjdv31qz7isc8myfqofi0lvntrphj4t9</blockquote>

钟显声说:“我从小就这样,考试拿第一名也不开心,公公去世也不伤心,我怕自己会犯罪,所以报考警校,让警察的责任束缚我。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hc7w8rbgvcznmetldz5ligvyqxsduf2hqaptfwk4</blockquote>

可是宝珍令他失控,不止一次。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yxvxpimip2qbdvkaz4dgs9e0towfmecfh5lustzl</blockquote>

有同僚喝高,放嗓大唱:甜蜜蜜,你笑得甜蜜蜜…”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mskznvbf12iloxb3f9py7ajscxwqpqkihnuegohc</blockquote>

好似花儿开在春风里。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fc7cvjefugb9x5wglsouyy8v0dkdripxtmnzbe14</blockquote>

宝珍是邓丽君狂热歌迷,1995邓丽君病逝的新闻爆出,她哭了整整一晚上…<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>5mxozzcjbf84ipsc7drs2eanw1qxnlhoeu3jdpvt</blockquote>

酒桌上那人不知道自己的歌声难听,仍在唱。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uadih7kpbtmvtzj6prcyb01xgefori5wlvesqs</blockquote>

“在哪里…”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dcyi2jx5gw9rzqcfy0zvqnimf4emjp6paalubr8d</blockquote>

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“在哪里见过你…”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>eimspjxjklbxpay4hmtdkudyn07otef9lg3q8chw</blockquote>

温哥华。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dhjgiju8pqanc3r9osykeecv6fbl0v2tfnszuk51</blockquote>

段保宁做律师做上瘾,在温哥华开了间律师所,专为华人服务,在香港扮演他妻子的美洁也飞来温哥华同他作伴。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>svtx54ppreqcbyjas1jdffqgaworu9xnlogznc7b</blockquote>

宝珍在社区大学重修心理学。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ypx8tgvmgfruikmhsqapah2y3l6sfxzd1qibc9de</blockquote>

她没有伴侣,没有子宫,无牵无挂,只有手上一枚沉甸甸的钻戒,是她爱自己的象征。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>aetupxeoh7wcplf2rybft8zbrxgosuzljws5cadj</blockquote>

她结束课程,去律师所帮手,段保宁不在,美洁看店。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ekduopbruf0a6zqyknvjsm1ial24fgbiqpo3xhsc</blockquote>

她在律师所放磁带听。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>0rmacpjs3djxsugvtxg9qnb8ymirov7fkq1zldok</blockquote>

美洁以前和宝珍钟显声做邻居,常常听到宝珍叫床的声音。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>k0wbbkmodzj3fipoylyhz9qduacpf7vejixgmsqs</blockquote>

有时痛苦,有时婉转。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yi8cqegmwko9nt0lpyizf4xnhsegm5f67q2bdtbu</blockquote>

比起楼上那对常常争吵的怨侣,宝珍和钟显声家里很安静。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vmg9lisgchnh7ft14cq3zd8atsykojlnvioujmqa</blockquote>

“你想他吗?”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>qx7ry8duirwl2udjgcgozomabsmabe9p4kcty5f1</blockquote>

宝珍用一段往事回答美洁:<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v2ftvii87sqngl1ppoe6kjfw5gqrrxcmdwzhjunm</blockquote>

“去年电影甜蜜蜜上映,我和他去戏院,我看到结局,哭得窒息过去,他不明白我为什么哭。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>duje8h1qcpvn0yqlojirmetgwtbnfhkgsp9y4x2d</blockquote>

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钟显声没喝酒,开车回家,自己开一瓶威士忌喝闷酒。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8cxrqm3x9wo1vfftil5dwkzgsb4bq6yh702mkajp</blockquote>

他对着窗影举杯,屋外夜色不散。楼上那对又在争吵,吵了整整叁年,还不分手。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ihxaul64h1i532sqj80bpdqn9oyeenzs7oxwr</blockquote>

旁人的事,和他无关。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>dtyen9vm0jdcbkaeiwlvy5lntp3jm42xrqqsi8co</blockquote>

今天有人唱甜蜜蜜,他记起去年和宝珍去戏院一起看甜蜜蜜,结尾李翘在警局认出豹哥尸体时,她哭得比张曼玉还厉害。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>kjw8z762qm4trmdslpytocxdgvie3ui0hbkovz1x</blockquote>

钟显声觉得女人多情又冷酷,宁愿为虚构角色泪流满面,也不肯对身边人施舍半分真心。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>k2ktaowazjrtdyghn8ne0m35cqsoeb17l6vcqrff</blockquote>

香港天气越来越闷,即便在屋中,都感受得到密云压过来的紧迫。他喝罢杯中酒,去浴室冲凉。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>0stagwchr2375kd8kgqwdcxlobzbj1iuulmnpvty</blockquote>

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“男人好可恶是不是?不爱你的时候折磨你,爱你的时候还要折磨你。”宝珍对美洁说。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ybxvibsdml1cwwcymvuti986npqlhjrn2fket4au</blockquote>

美洁认可地点头。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yct6hohtlle4k2zufgb9qrj3moznpfubwdcvn7sd</blockquote>

宝珍关掉录音机,接着说:“他们觉得伤害过你,给你买钻戒,买玫瑰,给你身份地位,你就要爱他…我看电影时真的好感动,豹哥可以为李翘纹一只米奇在身上,我叫他纹一只叮当猫,他当我说玩笑话,骂我痴线。果然,电影里都是骗人,现实世界哪有痴情仔。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>6co5th9yvfq8csrqibzmgzbu0fe7ensxxpnwyvku</blockquote>

“钟sir看上去就是没什么感情的人,真搞不懂你怎么会爱上他。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wij4sah65hrrujqbz3gypwdcvoytlpefk27iq9nk</blockquote>

“或许是少女时代一见钟情。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wabi8t7km9yjr21jg5h6xevnwfhzoud3bfliq</blockquote>

在她为leslie疯狂流泪,无限迷茫的那一夜,她撞上他腰间的配枪。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>09sjovqebd5xp6m3a7khdg4xhtlucyeqnvjfwi1b</blockquote>

他没有像其它路人那样,因为她的冲撞而愤怒。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>owaxmybzvcjnn29cyr7dihvuufwzo6gm54a8sklq</blockquote>

宝珍在最热情的年纪,被他的冷静与克制吸引。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wgg547mnvs2jw9oymqvj1idbqstrb3fkdeokyl8c</blockquote>

后来才明白,他只是个没有情绪的人而已。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>btnjgckyosaashihdwbude61vovfgwqpz58fctjx</blockquote>

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钟显声脱去衬衣下的防弹衣,舒展浑身肌肉。他时时刻刻都在提防罪犯,时刻都穿着防弹衣,防弹衣常常勒得他无法透气,胸膛发紧。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>j4h2kobpxyr8qkngevah5dx3wtjcbus76m9truen</blockquote>

他不会因穿多一件防弹衣而窒息,可窒息感如影随形。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>7gdqslum0irhre5n8xkaxtgj2wpkpvcijeav94cw</blockquote>

他冲完凉,挂一件浴巾在腰间。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xbjhpc1sc7vezjpa8lki6agwrrwegtkyfto240su</blockquote>

浴室的镜子蒙上水雾,他用手掌擦去,随着镜面一寸寸清晰,他在镜中的样子也明晰起来。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ozwnmxbrrawftuo4pgb5chdnjfyks9vpglqmlv72</blockquote>

他右胸有一记不碍事的子弹印,是见习时挨的枪子,他因没穿防弹衣擅自执行任务,被上级当众教训。对于他来讲,被当众责骂是一件很屈辱的事。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>bj0wlvzfpqxqmtu8hl1otd2spafien4bkrc79yxc</blockquote>

因此他不愿提及这一处伤,也不愿展露于人,即便做爱时。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>4bewe6ityz0tosnvp3vir9jpaxcklnydkmldhfgr</blockquote>

接着往下擦镜子。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>y0ezxmw1ej7i6ph5xkfaltvolbnqdsmrig4bs2hu</blockquote>

他肌理分明的腹部也变得清晰。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>tshupxachvbl54kwf83krp9de7euac1doqlrymzj</blockquote>

至此,镜子上的水雾已经被除干净。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pabrpdj74gkct0nuhizlx9ly8ixactoubw15hvd6</blockquote>

他漱口之后,便拿着毛巾一边擦头发,一边离开浴室。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xjdx2emfyviko6njqw1sgkbfobzrtr3lw0qcan9u</blockquote>

他转身的时候,镜中倒映出他后腰上青色的叮当猫纹身。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>nsup5ee2tgjaq4uf06w9nrroa3fkplxdoybdmimz</blockquote>

钟显声接着喝酒,宝珍离开香港后,他每一夜都是酒徒。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>i9cxplelhbjb3ttwepussmnyo7cz2mrfdfki461h</blockquote>

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“我现在真的搞不懂,从前怎么那样爱他啊…明明都不知道他是什么样的。也许因为他是警察,而我老豆是黑社会,所以很有刺激感…”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>fnpbjw4anx8qz3tpsrlul2gx5w9dmi0ysmu6ktab</blockquote>